Struggles Of Artist For Art

There are struggles, there are conflicts and there are some feelings that cannot be categorized so easily.

I am at a stage in my art life where I am just now building everything.....inventory, goodwill, network, resources..everything.

This post puts my insecurities out in the open and I am not saying its comfortable but it seems to give me more clarity when I write about the tangles.

Not to say I haven't received acceptance or appreciation, I have. It just has not translated into a following or patronage and that gives me pause. Don't get me wrong, I do not create art solely for a return but I also do not want to be known for my work posthumously. 

There are some things very clear though, I need to be selective about exposure, I need excellent PR and some innovative marketing strategies, all the while making sure I do not slack on actual painting time.

This is one of those phases where I know the issues, I know the solutions, I also cannot afford most of the solutions:)

Yes I know all the adages..'don't compare yourself with anyone else', 'your work is unique, think only about your strengths', 'keep your own pace'. But its so easy to look up at someone else and go 'I wish.........'.